Daily Post #14

Wednesday, September 4,2019; 2037

1,001 thoughts. That’s what I said. 

“1,001 thoughts…” 

I’m having difficulty knowing what to make of my day. It wasn’t bad necessarily. But, it was definitely off. 

That’s really how I feel about the whole of me lately. I’m not goo. I’m not bad. I’m just off. And, though it may not always seem like it, I do feel like I am getting back into balance. 

‘The Challenge’ has been put forth. It is not an easy path ahead of me, I fear. I don’t know, really, because I don’t really know what lies ahead. But, I have been told how to get through it. 

-Endurance (Keep on Keeping on, even more so in the face of adversity.)

-Faith (I must believe.)

-Charity (I must Give and Receive with equal consideration.)

-Appreciation (I must enjoy and be grateful.)

I could probably make up a whole list if I really wanted to put that kind of time in tonight. 

I don’t. 

Sometimes, it is less about those 1,001 thoughts and more about time and resource management. 

I do not think anything bad about the future. Not really. Sometimes I don’t really care if I see much more of it. That’s not quite as it sounds, but I don’t have better words at the moment. 

I do feel mellow. I do feel in tune. 

I think it is ‘overwhelmed’ that I am experiencing.