Daily Post #7

Friday, August 23, 2019; 1911.

It has been a challenging two days. They haven’t been bad, or even difficult. I don’t even feel bad or down. There has just been something about them.

Perhaps it is work. The last two days at The Seasonal Store have been tough. We are setting up the last store in the district, which is my store, and so the last two days have been truck days. These trucks in particular have been taxing because our other stores are open so we don’t have as much help as we should.

I’ve been having some very potent and vivid dreams lately. I’m Not doing so good on the recall of the actual dream but i can always remember how they left me feeling - which has not been good.

There has also been a lot of Deja vu moments. Generally, I see this as a good thing. To me, Deja Vu is indicative of being in the right track.

My next seven days days are going to be intense. I am scheduled 9-6 everyday except Tuesday. And, I still want to get time in at The College to try to keep the funds up while I can.

I feel like I’ve fallen behind in the general runnings of my life. There are lots of things I could and should be doing, including this blog, and I just don‘t seem to get it done. I realize that some of it is my living circumstances. It is difficult to get focused on things when you are on the move every couple of hours. Also, though one might think it is easier, it is actually very difficult to live out of a vehicle. Things become chaotic and cluttered very fast and easy.

However, some of it is just being in a rut and feeling unmotivated. I’m not sure those are the right words though. its hard to feel centered and grounded like this.

I always have much much more to say. But, I am trying to get into a grove and a routine. So, I will save a lot for Sunday.