All I Can Do

Thursday, March 24, 2016

8:33 PM

So, this was Day 2. The second day since the whole job thing happened. I don't know if I really want to count yesterday as a day though. It was sort of a void. But then, I suppose that is what the first day of anything is really. The nothing day. The zero. The true starting point that no one looks at. You can't get to the one without the zero. There must be none before one can even become relative.

So, yesterday I just kind of got myself grounded. I looked at what I was up against and where I am and put things into motion. The biggest challenge is taking it as it comes. I can't move too far ahead at any one time but I need to make sure I am still moving.

Today actually seems more void-ish than yesterday. In my head anyway. Today is kind of a blur. It went by so quickly and I feel as though I got little done. That is not a true statement, of course. I did some work today - both at home in correspondence and in the field making a little bit of money. I took care of some little things here. Mostly what needed to be done. And, I took care of some medical stuff.

Normally, I would be all about staying up and really pushing at something to feel accomplished. However, I have an MRI appointment at 0700. I think the overall goal is to turn in very soon.

Bits and pieces of the next several days are laid out for me already. Tomorrow is the MRI, the girls come at 1615. And, somewhere in between I must get laundry put away and straighten their room a bit. I also have to contact Domestic Relations and let them know that I am unemployed. Plus, I need to start looking into this contract issue and pursuing it legally. Beyond that I just need to keep up with the things in motion, continue searching the best I can, and maintain communications.

Saturday is a day for the girls. They leave at 5 on Saturday night because of Easter. So, whatever they want that day is what we will do. Saturday night when everyone has gone to bed it is time for a good cleaning. I haven't cleaned in months because of all the Holiday hoopla this house goes through. But, with everything that has been going on lately it is long overdue.

Sunday everyone will be leaving for Easter Dinner. I am going to use this time to finish up any cleaning that is left from Saturday. Also, I really want to enjoy some quiet house time. I don't get that often, except in the middle of the night. So, it is always nice when I can. I have Sunday's WTML post to do. Plus, sometime between now and then I must get photos for the Proxperiment documentation.

The only thing I know about Monday, so far, is that I go to the doctor's at 1630 to get a heart monitor put on for 24 hours. Tuesday also has 2 job fairs. One at the Lehigh Valley Mall with various employers and one down the road at Wal-Mart, specifically for Wal-Mart. So, I guess on Monday I should do some resume work. LMAO.

Alright, I think it is time to head in and turn in and start fresh in the morning.

Before I go though, I want to comment that I can still feel an energy between me and this now former employer. Things are not finished…not even counting any pending court cases. I just don't know what that means.