Feeling Vague

Hey, gang! Welcome to my life – where anything is possible and nothing is as it seems. I’m Freedom and I’ll be your host, coming at you from within the depths of Geistopia. 

DOC: Velcum To My Life ees a prochect, un experiment in Life unt ART. A living storyboard, if you will. Its premise ees zat life ees experiential, unt zat you can, unt do, experience ze life you choose. It ees based on Ze Veel of Life unt Ze ARTs for Ze New Millennium as life building tools. Ja, it’s true! 

WALT: Welcome to my Life is a Geist…House Players Production, in association with the Center for Creative Inspirationalism. JustUs Productions, the parent company, would like to give a ‘Shout-Out’ to the following for their ongoing, and oft-times unknowing, inspiration and support:

Princess Cuddlebug

Princess Sunshine

Big 'D'

The Shaman

The Pillar

F’n Bob

The Entire Putt-Putt-Putter Clan

Professor Siggy Chong

Sparky Wentz-eclaus

The VanMan and General Ralph Glossop, Sir Richard Slouch, and Craze (may they R.I.P.)

The Messengers of The Galactic Federation

 Looch

BJ & The Bull

Ace

Bert-On

The Baker of the Cornbread

Andy Pandy

The Mudder

Wilson

Zason

Mysteria

Lydia the Tattooed Lady

The Drunken Maid

St. Diane & You (4)

Brother John

The Bee Man

Spooky Queen

Boom-Boom Snuffbox

The Nameless One

Tim-Bo

PDT

The Wix-ians

The Socialite

The Village of Idiots

Piz-Niffer

Dancing Queen

Downtown Encyclopedia Brown

Chicken Witch

Dick Pointer

Soup, the Son

The Legendary Pink Elephants

Baby-Mama Rabbit

Wisconsin Belle

The Babes

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It is…Sunday, May 9, Two-Thousand and Twenty-Fix. Time...Here

I think I'm just drawing a blank on The Trinity this week.

Theme – ???

Lesson – ???

Observation – ???

The Post

 I guess sometimes it doesn't flow as freely as it does at other times. I have been sitting in front of the keyboard for quite some time and just now started tapping at keys. I just really don't know what to say this week.

To be fair, I'm feeling kind of worn and weak. I am assuming that I just pushed my limits a bit much this week.

Monday I had my Quest. I don't think I'm over that yet. I felt incredible. I felt like I was in my "place." Questing is an addiction for me. It's all I've thought about all week. Where can I go next? When can I go back where I was?

Tuesday I did some yard work - raking and clearing and such. One of those projects was "The Garden." When we left The Homestead, Cuddlebug wanted the plants. There was no place to plant them here [for various reasons] so that meant bringing the tires and planter boxes.

Nothing was done with any of it last year and the area was very...cluttered. Everything was just kind of left. The area was covered with leaves from the autumn. That all worked me over and left me with some tasks but, on the upside, it seems as though the plants have life this season. I'm not 100 on this but it looks that way. The lilacs def have new growth this year and that makes me extra happy.

Wednesday I did all my errands and such and got myself set for the work week - which was...something.

I had a hard time on Thursday. I was very weak. Much like today. Yesterday and Friday, I pushed hard and pushed my limits. I took multiple orders and quite a few package deliveries and shops. The packages and shops can work me over pretty good.

I missed my Goal this week financially. I could have certainly come closer if I had stayed out longer today but I just couldn't. My foot was dragging right at the beginning of the day and it only got weaker from there. I met other Goals and headed home. I unloaded Artemis and set up the air bed. I needed to crash something fierce.

I don't know how long I was out. It wasn't an hour, but it was certainly long enough. Since then my body has just been mellow. Almost as if it is still resting. It's been a challenge to get up out of my chair. My leg and my arm don't really want to do anything.

Beyond all of that I don't know what to talk about. I'm going through things internally but I don't know if there are words for it all at this time.

All we really need to know at this time Fellow Travelers is that each day I am just trying to live my best life. I'm just trying to maintain my day to day stuff, instigate some growth and change, and keep myself in check. I am trying to live fully and wholly.

My life has been a very long string of limitations and challenges. No matter what I've done nor how I've tried, it has never ended. I've kept telling myself that when I get through this or take care of that it will all be better and THEN I can live and do and have. Well it's never any better and my lifespan is shorter than it has ever been. So I am just doing and being. The truth is, I am living a much fuller, more balanced life than I have at any time in the past.

The week ahead is active. The following is a lil slower. And the last week of the month has not one single appointment or obligation. June is a whole different story...but that is then and not now.

This week I get my partials. Tomorrow morning first thing in fact. I will have something that resembles teeth again. I'm curious just how much it will change my life experience. I'm already contemplating getting back into some retail merchandising. I stopped because I didn't like representing companies while I had missing teeth.

OK. So, I'm gonna stop now and see if I can come up with The Trinity for this week. [With or without explanation.]

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I appreciate you all.

Wherever you are and whenever you are – Like, Comment, and Share – we’re on a Journey and it takes you to get there.

So, without hesitation, for now and for always, from here in Geistopia, this is your beloved Rev…

WALT: And Walt…

DOC:  Unt Doc…

JOHNNY: Aaaaand Johnny…

And those guys, saying, “Stay Tuned-In, Fellow Travelers,” and wishing you Peace, Love, Light…

WALT: And Freakishness, Baby.

The Totems & Archetypes

from Ted Andrews’ Animal Speak Pocket Guide

Grackle – Handle Emotions

Get off the haunches and move. Take a chance; take a leap forward. Others may seem to be Free the emotions and anxieties. They have locked everything into limbo. Seek out help and advice to uncomplicate things.

Heron – Be Assertive

Assert yourself when opportunities appear. Change is coming anyway so act with self-reliance. Take advantage of changes.

Turkey Vulture - Rebirth.

A time of rebirth and renewed health is at hand. This is a time of endings and beginning. Trust that process to be for your benefit.

Hawk – Guiding Vision

Spirit vision and guardianship surround you. Be patient and observe. You will see the opportunities. Signs are clear.

Rabbit - Wait

Look for fertile signs and use the lunar cycle. If unsure, wait. Answers will become clear within a month. Then movement is assured.

Groundhog [R] – Mystery of Death without Dying – Trance - Dreams

The ability to get deep within an area of interest. A time when a new area of study is going to open up.  Two years to come to full fruition. Important to give definite signals to the boundaries you wish to have respected in your life. Death without Dying. A time of initiation. A symbol of opening fully to the Dreamtime. Increasing ability to develop lucid dreaming. Clarity and power of altered states will be amplified. Dreams will become more significant. Opportunity to explore deeper states of consciousness. Lessons associated with death and dying. Revelations about its process. Knowledge of metabolic control.