The Second Check

Thursday, October 18, 2018

7:54 PM

OK. So this has all been very interesting to me. So much of what I am reading from back then could be applied to right now. I think, maybe, I am beginning to see more of a connection between the two points in time than I had originally imagined.

The whole thing was basically built upon the Principle 'As Above, So Below; As Below, So Above.' The Outer World and the Inner World mirror each other. Your physical space emulates your spiritual, emotional, and mental spaces, and therefore influences them as well. When I started The Proxperiment I was setting out to put the physical spaces in order.

Here we are two years later and though there have been some significant changes, it's hard to tell that anything has been done. Some of the spaces are still very cluttered and disarrayed…and, some of those spaces are worse off than when I began. In many cases it is just a matter of clearing out, getting rid of what is no longer needed. However, recently it has seemed that the more I get cleaned out, the more space I create, the more stuff that flows in. This of course leaves me more to go through and sort and organize. For instance, I cleaned out and sorted my whole corner in the garage and it has accumulated so much new stuff that it is overflowing, about to 'burst.'

As for my life itself, well, that could be a matter of perception I suppose. Though finances aren't vastly improved, things are certainly more abundant than I have seen them in a long time. The income isn't a lot, but it is steady and workable. The employment has brought my life much more than just money as well. For years, I have been striving to create bonds with co-workers. This usually has me wasting a lot of time and energy on the wrong people. Suddenly, it's not so difficult. I get along with the folks I'm working with currently. The bonds that need to be formed are doing so.

In some ways, life is better - improved. Financially, it is about the same, depending on the day.

But, more on the results later. There are things in the works, things to be done.

I find, as I am going through this regression of thought, that so much of what I was writing then can be applied to now. They are like one moment into the next, with only about two and a half years in between. I guess all of this has me wondering - If that was the beginning, is this the end? Did it actually take almost three years to get here? [Not that that would surprise me at all.]

I've noticed in the most recent entries that I I am starting to sense that something is amiss. I also have caught a reference to the Daemon.

Also, in the most recent entry I make reference to a Sunday WTML post. This was from when I was using Blogspot. I decided to go looking for that post. It doesn't exist. There is a post from the Sunday before and from the Sunday after, but there is none from that particular Sunday.

There is a long string of entries left from the time 'Back Then.' Before we get back to them, let's visit the two Blog Posts.