The Strange Day in Between

Sunday, January 3, 2016

8:26 PM

The energies of the Holiday were very intense. I was very pleased this Yuletide. Things moved at a very fast pace and, at times, I thought I would never mange it all. Yet, everything fell together smoothly…naturally.

The energies of the holiday should have ended yesterday (the day after.) But, with the girls here they sort of lingered through today. Yesterday was never really the day of rest and recuperation that it usually is. Neither was today. There was a bit ore R&R but not a great deal, and even though I have been doing and shifting and sorting I do not feel prepped or ready for tomorrow as I usually would at this point of the night.

I feel as though I am bracing for something. [I'm not sure if it is good or bad, but it feels very intense.] I have been looking out the cave window all night as if in anticipation of a visitor.

I feel very peaceful…and it feels strange. It reminds me of the oneness that I knew, way back when. That sense of wholeness, completeness…perfection.

Lately, I have been having almost opposing experiences. First, I am frequently flashing back to random moments of the past. I see it, feel it, hear it….experience it all over again in just the blink of an eye. Then, on the other hand, I have noticed more and more the feeling of déjà vu.

Ever since Christmas ended, I have been functional, productive even, but also very tired.

There was a lot of interesting and powerful magic over the holidays - from the Yule presents themselves to the visits from family and friends.