Thoughts...
Hey, gang! Welcome to my life – where anything is possible and nothing is as it seems. I’m Freedom and I’ll be your host, coming at you from within the depths of Geistopia.
DOC: Velcum To My Life ees a prochect, un experiment in Life unt ART. A living storyboard, if you will. Its premise ees zat life ees experiential, unt zat you can, unt do, experience ze life you choose. It ees based on Ze Veel of Life unt Ze ARTs for Ze New Millennium as life building tools. Ja, it’s true!
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Ace
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The Baker of the Cornbread
Andy Pandy
The Mudder
Wilson
Zason
Mysteria
Lydia the Tattooed Lady
The Drunken Maid
St. Diane & You (4)
Brother John
The Bee Man
Spooky Queen
Boom-Boom Snuffbox
The Nameless One
Tim-Bo
PDT
The Wix-ians
The Socialite
The Village of Idiots
Piz-Niffer
Dancing Queen
Downtown Encyclopedia Brown
Chicken Witch
Dick Pointer
Soup, the Son
The Legendary Pink Elephants
Baby-Mama Rabbit
Wisconsin Belle
The Babes
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It is…Sunday, July 12, Two-Thousand and Twenty-Fix. Time...Vaporized
Theme – ???
Lesson – ???
Observation – ???
The Post
It's actually now Monday night. My whole everything has shifted. All of last week is gone - Once Upon Ago - even yesterday. I don't have a thought nor a recollection. It's why there's no Trinity. I've got nothing.
I woke up feeling very different today. I was alert and energized. I pushed through m,y morning and then worked. My body wasn't struggling as much today.
Anyway, I guess it's a good thing I took some notes throughout the week...
Thursday, July 9; 2042
I am just having such a strange time lately. Nothing is making sense. I fell very out of sorts. I mean, I'm doing my thing and getting stuff done but I feel off.
Today is a perfect example. I woke up early and feeling great. I did all my stuff in the morning. The Chalet was all in order. I set out into my day ready to face and conquer it.
The morning was strong. It left me feeling confident. But, now, here I sit all off and hazy. One minute I had a grasp on time and it was ticking away at a pace that suited me. Tonight, I blinked and hours passed. I wanted to do things but I lost myself.
Now I just need to get to bed. So...quick notes:
I know I'm going through a healing process.
I'm "breaking through" something but I don't know what
I know some of it involves breaking away from "Distraction"
Test of Faith [also Commitment.]
That's all I got for the moment. I gotta get to my bed.
Friday, July 10; 0523
I woke up feeling a lil better. I don't know what was wrong with me at the end of yesterday. In general. I am lost in a void - The In-Betweens. Not "here" anymore but not quite "there" yet.
My only recourse is to go day by day, moment by moment. No attachments. No expectations. The Year of No Thing. [This is truly the hardest process I've ever gone through.] I have to remind myself of it daily or I lose my way.
I slept good again. I had a bit of Dreamtime before actually falling asleep.
I think my greatest frustration right now [as it always seems to have been] is that I set out to do right and make my money and keep my finances flowing. Yet, there is always something gumming up the works. It wouldn't be so bad if I hadn't become so accustomed to the three days off. I find I need them in order to keep my life moving - to get things done.
Gotta get moving on my day.
More notes:
3 strong bowel movements yesterday. [I know not something you wanna hear about but it is definitely noteworthy.]
Mercury retrograde
Finish out this week...then see.
Saturday, July 11; 1406
I just keep having the worst days. [From a work sense.] Yesterday, I was doing OK. I needed a bit of a break though. I was close to The Chalet so I came back here with the intention of stretching out a bit. Sparky was next door. So, of course, I stopped in to see him. So, of course, that ended up being the end of my day. I don't know what I did after that. Edit video, I think.
Today, I was going to work sporadically between "things." I have since decided to just not deal with the stress. I needed my strength and focus for the morning. It was Professor's funeral. [R.I.P., my friend.] Tonight, I am going up the mountain to visit some past associates. I'm not really up for it but I did committ myself. So, I want to make sure I am well rested and relaxed. It's going to be a later night and a long drive.
However, what this means is that I need to step up my work game for the next few weeks. It's going to be the opposite of the last 3 weeks.
Notes:
I don't know what to make of how things are going.
looking at it as a challenge, or refresher course (remembering where I came from)
Things ar e tight but I'm not worried...yet
Had a zen session at the funeral (similar to Lucky Stiff)
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I appreciate you all.
Wherever you are and whenever you are – Like, Comment, and Share – we’re on a Journey and it takes you to get there.
So, without hesitation, for now and for always, from here in Geistopia, this is your beloved Rev…
WALT: And Walt…
DOC: Unt Doc…
JOHNNY: Aaaaand Johnny…
And those guys, saying, “Stay Tuned-In, Fellow Travelers,” and wishing you Peace, Love, Light…
WALT: And Freakishness, Baby.
The Totems & Archetypes
from Ted Andrews’ Animal Speak Pocket Guide
Catbird
Firefly
Heron
Chipmunk
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