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Hey, gang! Welcome to my life – where anything is possible and nothing is as it seems. I’m Freedom and I’ll be your host, coming at you from within the depths of Geistopia.

DOC: Velcum To My Life ees a prochect, un experiment in Life ut ART. A living storyboard, if you will. Its premise ees zat life ees experiential, unt zat you can, unt do, experience ze life you choose. It ees based on Ze Veel of Life unt Ze ARTs for Ze New Millennium as life building tools. Yeah, it’s true.

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My Belle

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It is…Sunday, May 31, 2020. Time...Lagging.

Theme – “Da Fuck??”

This came up while I was with The Princesses. Of course, they are teen girls and live in a world that I am far disconnected from, such as TikTok. Apparently, there is a lot of strange in this world. For instance, did you know that you can get pregnant by sitting on your boyfriend’s lap? This turned out to be a farce of a video, but, still, to hear your daughter say it, all you can think is, “Da fuck??” In fact, I thought this about 4 times in our first 15 minutes together. All in good fun, but it definitely became a Theme. I realized though that there is just a lot of that around me lately. Things you just have to turn your head and think, “Da Fuck.”

Lesson – It Is What It Is (But Let’s Not Be Ridiculous)

This Lesson is courtesy of Craze himself. We had been visiting and talking about things. The Princesses had visited with him just a few moments earlier. We were talking about things in general and I was telling him about our upcoming trip for Father’s Day and The Solstice. I mentioned that I didn’t know where the girls were going to stay the night before we leave. I want to leave as early as we can and they need a place to comfortably get ready. I said that I didn’t know what the situation would be with the lockdown and if they could stay at Old Geistopia. He said they absolutely could.

“That would be great. Then I’ll just sleep in the driveway.”

He looked irritated for a moment. [Just a moment.] “Nowwwww…things are what they are, but let’s not be ridiculous. You come in here and sleep on the couch.”

Observation – You Don’t Grow Out of Something, You Grow Into Something New

This Observation comes by way of Sparky Wentz-eclaus. I forget exactly what we were talking about - what habit or routine – but he just kinda threw this out there and I loved it. I just think it is such a beautiful and awesome way to see the process of Life. It’s true. We don’t stop eating unhealthy foods. We start eating healthier foods. We don’t stop being lazy. We start doing things. We don’t break bad habits. We form new habits. It’s all just a matter of perspective, I suppose.

Feedback

Things are such a blur at the moment that I am not sure what I touched on, or did not. I know Wisconsin commented that she liked some of the formatting changes. I appreciate that. Still not where I would like to be, but we will see how things develop.

And, Looch, I know…Johnny owes you some Feedback of his own. Videos are going through a transition at the moment. Be patient.

The Post

Let’s see if we can put things back in order and make sense of the world.

WALT: Probably not.

Normally, I’d give you heck for that…

WALT: Heck??

JOHNNY: Very good, Reverend.

I’m trying.

WALT: Hey…hey…I’ve got a joke for you!

*winces, head in his palm* Oh, Lord. *sighs* OK. Go ahead.

WALT: What do you call a baby born in a whore house?

What?

WALT: A brothel sprout!!!!

JOHNNY: Walter!!!

WALT: What?? That’s some funny shit right there.

You stole that from my daughter.

WALT: I did.

Alrighty. So, I was late with the last post and missed last week’s altogether. When we last parted I was gearing up for my days of house/dog sitting and time with The Princesses. In fact, when I did finally get the last post ‘live’ I was already in that time. We had also seen me presented with The Choice – which still teeters.

So, let’s start with that first week. I worked Monday and Tuesday. I had longer shifts, which I had anticipated in advance. Not much to report there. The Job is as The Job is and all is as would be expected. I still don’t quite have a vibe on it. I’m not unhappy. I’m comfortable. It serves its purpose at the moment. I don’t necessarily see myself leaving, but I don’t know how long I’ll stay either. Of course, The Choice could influence a lot of this. But that is neither here nor there at the moment.

“No changes until July.”

Wednesday would begin the house sitting and my Mini-Adventure. The time wasn’t exactly as I thought it would have been, but it was perfect as it was. For instance, I had planned on having time to kill so I took all sorts of little projects and what not with me. Between The Princesses and updating a laptop I found I ended up with very little time to do those other things.

Yes, you read that correctly – updating a laptop. This becomes one of those examples of my ‘Powers of Manifestation’ – not only a demonstration that they do indeed work, but that they are also very askew at times.

A year ago, I had one laptop. One laptop that didn’t work. So, basically, no laptop. The Nameless One donated an old laptop to my cause, giving me better access to things at times. On one of the many trips to The Cave, when I would discover new things brought out from the house, I found an orange laptop that used to be Sunshine’s. [And, Big ‘D’s before that.] So, suddenly I had three laptops. One that worked, but was older and limited; One that I was unsure of [and has since turned out to be somewhat useless to me;] and my original, which apparently still has life in it. It is just having power difficulties.

Randomly, during one of our phone conversations, Cuddlebug asked me if I wanted her laptop. She said between her phone, Ipad, and school computer that she doesn’t really use it. I did buy it, so I would certainly hate to see it just sit there and go to waste. I asked Sunshine, first, if she wanted it or had any use for it. She said she did not. I, then, asked if they thought their brother would want it. They did not. [I think it was actually more that they didn’t think Baby Mama would let him have it.] So, I accepted it.

Getting it from her while I was at the house was the perfect time. I had to time to let it do its thing as I ran diagnostics and defragments and reboots. Meanwhile, I made meals and spent time with The Princesses. But, I also had internet access at the house, so I was able to get online and manage some things like I haven’t in some time. Unfortunately, the internet experience got me hooked, but we’ll get to that momentarily.

But, anyway, the point is…

WALT: Yeah, I was wondering when we were going to get to that.

Shh.

But, this is how my manifestation seems to work. I get some stuff that I can make use of and get by with. Then there is stuff that is just rendered useless and needs to be disposed of…somehow. [This was the biggest problem at Old Geistopia. I had a lot of that stuff before I ever knew what happened.] And then, I have stuff that I could really use [like a laptop with all of my original files, photos, videos and music on it] but I need to figure out how to make it work again.

So, I end up with a lot of stuff and not enough sense to sort through it all.

Anyway, so, the week…

I took Wednesday and Thursday off. This was Precise and Perfectly Placed. The family was leaving on Wednesday and I wanted to be certain to be there before they departed. A similar reason for requesting off that Monday when they were to arrive home again. I figured that, as long as I was off on Wednesday, I could take Thursday off as well and spend that time with The Princesses. And, for the next three days, I had requested to have only 6 hour shifts. It turns out, I would have Friday off…and yet somehow end the week with the exact amount of hours I had budgeted.

So, I picked the girls up at their mother’s house fairly early. This is actually noteworthy, because for 10 years I have not been permitted at the property – but for very rare occasion. We no sooner got together and we had deemed this our ‘Pre-Vacation Vacation,” a little primer for what is to come in June.

We headed straight up to the house to meet the family. From there we ran up The Hill to The Dormitory for some of my stuff. You know, all that stuff that I didn’t actually need. Then it was off to do grocery shopping. We planned meals on the drive. The Goal was to feed ourselves well, without spending a whole lot of money. We done did pretty good. Hehe. We really didn’t spend an uncomfortable amount and there was more than enough food to be had. Finally, it was back to the house to settle in.

It was nice. It was very nice. We had discussed it at one point. It was very nice to be able to actually function as the family that we are for a moment. This is not just because of the past year and a half. Even at Old Geistopia we couldn’t function to this degree. We were always building our plans and lives around everyone else – Big ‘D’ and Craze. We would scatter to the far reaches of the house to stay out of the way. Cuddlebug would go to her room. I would go to The Cave. And, Sunshine, would ounce around to wherever she could find peace and contentment.

This was so very different.

For dinner, we used a box of pasta that I had stored at The Dormitory as a base for chicken broccoli alfredo. [And, I would use the leftover chicken in a rice dish I made for myself later in the week.] After dinner, we got it all cleaned up and settled in for a movie and some ice cream. We splurged on a quart of Ben & Jerry’s for each of us. [It is the only way to do it after all. Something I learned from their mother.]

Now, there was a list of Totems, a storyboard, I suppose. You will find the list at the end of the post. Somewhere, lost in the frenzy of whatever has been lately, there is an actual list with included notes. After all, it was still a Wednesday Walkabout. Nonetheless, this is what we have to work with for now. All that we really need to know, I guess, is that they appeared on our drives and most of those conversations revolved around life together – what it has been, what it could be, should be, will be one day.

The movie choice for that night was The Package. It is a Netflix movie. If you have not seen this movie, I do so strongly recommend it. And, when you do see it, please remember that it was my 14-yo daughter who suggested it in the first place.

WALT: You mean the same daughter who brought us ‘brothel sprouts?’

Shhh!

It was a good movie and I am so glad we watched it. We had quite the laugh over it, even the next day. At some point that evening we would also take part in some tether ball, which brought us great quotes, such as, “I just got tether balled in the nether balls,” and,” I was titty-whacked.”

WALT: That is quite the family you got there, chief.

Shhhh!!

DOC: Zat’s schree. No more.

*gives him a look*

JOHNNY: It is ‘The Rule of 3s,’Reverend.

*sigh*

Thursday, was the Day of Days. First, it was a New Moon. *wink, wink* But also, it was a day devoted just to us. We had no errands to run, nothing pending. All we had to do was just be...and that is exactly what we did.

In the morning, I made my French toast for them. Which, somehow, had me running out to the store because we forgot to get syrup the day before. After breakfast we would take about a mile walk to a nearby park. This was nice and there are some pictures that maybe I can share. [I’ll have to see how that plays out when I actually post online.]

We hung out there for a bit and then walked back. Afterwards, they convinced me that they deserved a trip to Rita’s for a treat. [I guess for taking a walk with me. *shrugs*]

In the afternoon we just relaxed, eventually snacking on some mozzarella stix made in the air fryer. We watched some Avatar: The Last AirBender. They loved this series growing up. Had the whole thing on DVD…and the sequel. So, this was kind of a throwback and it was nice. It was not the only throwback we would have on Thursday. For dinner we would make English muffin pizzas. This was a major throwback for us. It dates back to before Big ‘D’ retired and I had to feed the girls on dinner nights. It was quick. It was easy. It was cheap. And, they liked it. This was fun, too. We also had French fries [kind of made in the air fryer,] but that Sunshine made herself. We cut up the potatoes. We would play some Uno, and another game that I can not remember the name of, but love.

For movie time that night it would be my choice – Half Baked. Which, I bought because I think it a funny ass movie and I am tired of wanting to watch it and not being able to find it. They didn’t find it quite as funny as I do, but then, they don’t have the same experience that I do.

WALT: You hope.

You’re lucky I can’t “shh” you. That night there would be more tether ball, some sparklers and snappers, and even a bit of a fire. All was well with the world.

Friday would find time for one more throw back – Daddy’s egg sandwiches for breakfast. We packed up and headed to Old Geistopia. They were gonna help me work in The Cave for a bit before their mother came to pick them up. They did help me get quite a bit done. And, they learned that I wasn’t kidding when I told them that I have saved everything they have made. [Some of it got lost in the torrent of this past year.] They found all sorts of little things that they made and I still hold on to.

They left. There was a Safety Meeting, and I returned to my world.

I enjoyed the next few days. The shifts at The Job were short and bearable. This left me feeling more refreshed than usual when I would get home. In fact, I was especially relaxed and refreshed the whole time I was there. I very much needed the break from things.

It was nice to go at my own pace, keep my own hours and patterns. I cooked, I cleaned, I did laundry. I had a client [by phone.] I got to dream and imagine. There were so many things along the way.

For instance, having the internet and a working laptop all at the same time, I decided it was time to invest in Quicken once more. I used it for years, even after I no longer had the membership for online services. It was, without a doubt, the best way for me to track all of my finances. It was handy and when I lost the laptop last year I lost my system of tracking finances. I definitely struggled for a while and made a lot of errors along the way. But, I made the investment in both money and time. This is actually what took up most of my free time – trying to get all the account information up to date for the year. I am hopeful for more independent income this year, so I want to be ready to track things as good as I can. In fact, I think I am getting it set up better, and more accurate, than it was before. I feel like this was sort of an advancement, a step up. It was investment back into myself and the life I want.

I decided on another investment, too. I decided it was time to have regular access to wi-fi. So, I ordered service for The Dormitory. It wasn’t a comfortable call to make but it was an easy one. And, I’m sure my cellular carrier will appreciate it. [I used something like 568 GB last month. I do a lot of Netflix.] I decided that the monthly cost wouldn’t be much more than what I am currently giving to Hoagie for his generosity. It is something he has wanted but hasn’t been able to do. It works out for everyone.

I fell in love with the house and the property, including the location. I am definitely a country boy. I enjoy the city and don’t mind traveling about. But, at the end of the day, I like the serenity of the country air. I feel like this was all so much more than just a retreat, or a favor for a friend and brother. I feel like something happened – seeds were planted.

Other things happened though, too. Things of the whacky and the beyond. There was a moment when I was sitting at the table and I caught something from the corner of my eye. It wasn’t the first time. I just kind of sighed and looked back over my shoulder.

“OK. It’s about time you tell me who you are.”

He didn’t then, but would when my friend returned home. It seems one of the former owners took his life there and is [somewhat] rumored to still be around. My friend said there occasional little odd moments. Also, there was this thing with the properties. When I daydream about a property, I look at the neighboring properties to see which other ones could/should be owned. [One is never enough.] I used to it at Old Geistopia. There were three main properties and one on either side of them. These 5 made up the core. Only with them would it really feel complete. It sounds extravagant, I know. I used to think the same thing until I learned a little history. The three main properties, at one time in history, belonged to three brothers. And the five properties, in all, at one time were part of The Old Farm. The very same Old Farm that my father’s ancestors had ties to.

So, anyway, I did the same here. I mapped out three particular properties. I would later learn, without even asking, that, at one time in history, all three were part of the same property. It’s just one of those weird things that goes with being me, I guess. I get a sense for these things, even when I don’t know it. But, it’s fun. However, then I begin to imagine what would happen if you really did reunite the properties. Things are so different than they were when they were split. Now there are houses, and gardens and what nots. Where once they held one life, now there are several. But, imagine the powers that you could yield, the things you could do.

One more thing came from my time on The Ranch. [I think that’s what I’m going to call it from now on.] I had a touch of The Darkness. I don’t know exactly how I feel about that. It has been quite some time – at least a year. Still, here it was, staring me in the face. I’ve seen it for what it is. The Darkness forms from hopelessness. It is depression and dejection. It feeds on our fears and misgivings and projects them back to us. We can either give into it or grow from it. That is its purpose – to challenge us. It is there to encourage us to live better, stronger, lives. It dares us to see beyond ourselves.

“You cannot know The Light until you have walked through The Darkness.”

Likewise, you cannot accept The Darkness until you have fully embraced The Light.

Monday, they would return and I would head back to life as it has been. They returned later than I expected, and that is ok. I had planned for such a thing. Still, I was not able to make as much of my time back home as I would have liked.

Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday I would return to The Job and all of the drama and hullaballoo that has gone with it of late. In between, I slowly settled myself back into place. Always a little more tweaking.

Friday would be The Day That I lost.

There would be a safety meeting and almost all hands were on deck. There would be much merriment…and boozing. [You’re surprised?] There was tequila. I love tequila. We did three rounds of tequila on top of the beer we had already been drinking. [To be fair – one round of tequila= approx. 5 oz.] I had intended on working in The Cave after. I never made it there – except to pass out on the floor.

I passed out in the yard first, though. Then, at some point, I apparently got up and went to The Cave. I only know this because I remember using the floor to massage that trouble spot in my back. I stretched out and relaxed my body. Eventually, I would come to, get myself together and drive to McDonald’s. I got food in the drive-thru and pulled into the barren shopping center lot. I then passed out again. I woke up, ate a sandwich, drove up The Hill and went to bed.

Oh. Wait…I forgot. I puked in the street on my way in. [Not a proud moment, but part of the journey.]

I don’t know how I started Saturday, let alone got through it. I was awake almost every hour on the half hour throughout the night. In fact, I had a rough start even this morning. As I posted on Facebook, “You know it’s a good drunk when it takes you two days to recover.”

Now, some people may be offended, or repulsed, or turned away by such appalling behavior, but, honestly, I needed it. Truth be told, I think we all need it from time to time. It is The Purge. [And, I had forgotten the splendor and beauty of it.]

The process is simple really. When you drink like that you go deep within. It triggers all of the hidden things inside. It’s why we get emotional, or angry, or…well other more fun things.

WALT: Horny. You mean horny.

Anyway, once they’re triggered, they are released. Then they just float around your being until they are projected. It is the releasing of toxins on all levels – physical, mental, and emotional. So, I got a lil drunky. I was going deep inside myself and the energies were going to flow. I passed out in the backyard at Old Geistopia. I find this significant because it has been a long time since I have just laid with those energies, on those lines. They are very grounding to me, and yet they also charge me quite a bit. From there I moved to The Cave – a place of solidarity, seclusion and safety. Truly deep inside. I worked my body until it was stretched and relaxed. Everything running freely now. The food was just a catalyst for what needed to come next – the expulsion. I felt terrible the next day – physically, but I also felt lighter and more buoyant.

It felt like a reset. Which I find interesting in the grand time scheme of things.

There is newness in the air. So very much of it. We are about to enter a new month. It is the 6th month of the calendar year, but the 5th of The Cycle. This coming week will also mark Week 22 of The Experiment. A new plateau. But, also, last Sunday I was given a new time frame. I have come through the first week – Week 0, The Void. This coming week will mark Week 1 of what I think is going to be an intense new journey.

Since, we are looking at the time scale of things, these are the current markers:

- “No changes until July.”

- Which leads to Lammas, or August 1st.

- Midsummer/The Vacation/Father’s Day

- 3 Weeks [the time frame given last Sunday – so 2 more weeks.]

In my ‘Scope of Vision’ I see:

- A life change.

- The Choice

- A shift in living.

- A shift in finances.

I don’t know what any of that means. It is what it is and will be what it will be. All things in due time. For now, I manage this week. Then there is the next. By then perhaps I will understand the message of 3 Weeks. Perhaps not. Then there is just one week left, and a lot to manage, until The Princesses and I head off for a magickal adventure.

This is really my primary focus at this time. I need to be ready – across the board. First, I need to be financially prepared. For the most part this is taken care of. The room is already paid for and there are some funds specifically set aside. Still, I also need to be sure that I can move forward after this lil adventure. Part of my plan is to gather some extra funds through metal scrapping. I have a stash together. Now I just need to organize and prep it. I’ve also been saving up some change. It won’t be much, but this is one of those every little bit will help kinda scenarios. Just like having a real family experience at The Ranch, this will be our first chance to get away somewhere and really enjoy it. I have always been very limited in the past. I am not rich by any means, but I do have more flexibility now. So, I want to give them the best experience possible. [After all, this is my life, so who knows if I will ever get another such opportunity.]

After that, my focus is figuring out my living situation. It is time for something else. Of course, I have no idea how that happens, where I will go, what I will do. But then, there are many moments between now and then. I am sure things will play themselves out Precise and Perfectly Placed.

Finally, before I sign off, I want to share some Dreamtime. The mind fascinates me so. It knows everything – everything that has been or will be your life. It knows all things from all times. It is all locked inside. [It is locked for our own protection.] Still, it reveals itself to us, piece by piece, as needed and necessary.

Saturday night, as I slept, I had some Dreamtime. I was on a planet. We’ll call it Earth. [But, I’m fairly certain it wasn’t. At least not in this timeline.] Anyway, it was a desert kind of region. There was a creature running and bouncing about. It was somewhat horse-like, but very different. I do not know if I could describe the differences. There were actual horses around as well. There was also someone with me. He introduced me to, and explained the creature. He told me much more than that. Unfortunately, I cannot recall any of the dialogue, only the vision.

Then tonight as I soaked there was more. There was so much more. None of it seemed to relate to this. But there were experiences. First, I had three flashbacks. One was to Denver and a metaphysical sight I visited there. If I remember correctly, it wasn’t open and seemed a wasted exercise. Another could have been Santa Fe, but I’m leaning more towards Taos. Taos was a strange distraction. I don’t know why I went there or most of what happened along the way. I was in a void for those several days. And, the remaining was San Diego. This is ever so fascinating. This is the only city I have ever visited that I loathed my time there. It was just a bad experience and not the fault of the city itself. I was just unprepared for what I was driving into. It makes me wonder if I should return there.

I do not know in what order these flashbacks happened, nor can I align them with any of the other visions or experiences. There were several of these as well. For instance, I was taken to, what I believe is, Savannah. I have yet to be there. But, much like the alleyway in New Hope, there is a street calling out to me. [I guess I have to add a stop to The Final Quest.]

There was a journey to The Faerie Realm, and a lesson to go with it. I didn’t exactly see it coming, but once I started down The Hole there was really no turning back. I saw a tree. I thought it was my tree. The one I escape to when I want to Journey. It was evolved a very long time ago, early on my path. I forget the book, and even the exercise specifically, but the point was to create (envision) a place for the spirit to go for learning and workings. It was not my tree.

As I got closer, things transformed and morphed and I found myself in a Faerie Glen, all the lil folk gathered around. If I understood the lessons correctly, this is what I learned. [And, it’s possible I am very wrong.] Nymphs go with the Air. Sylphs with the Water. Pixies [or is it Sprites?] are Fire. And, Imps are of the North. This makes sense to me considering that the two most famous imps are a boy of the woods and the old man of the north. Salamanders, though associated with the Faerie Realm, are Elementals and this is a very different thing altogether. In the Elemental Realm, though, Salamanders are of the Fire Element.

Then, there were the words. I am not sure exactly when they were spoken. It could have been before I entered The Glen.

“It is time to tell you the truth. [Time to know all?] You will be saved. [safe?]”

Yes.

And then the visions began.

I was out for a while. There was so much work being done. My biggest trouble spot, beyond my back of course, is in the bridge of my nose. There are chakra points there. This I know. I spent a lot of time working on them and there was a lot of pressure and buzzing. As always I felt refreshed from the soak and I feel ready to face whatever this week may hold.

It is going to be a different week. I have a lot of longer shifts ahead of me. OK. Well, not a lot. But enough. All of my days are long this week. Beyond The Job, I have my usual routine – only on Tuesday as opposed to Wednesday. And, I need to continue my efforts to sort through and organize the remaining rubble of my previous lives. This must be done [or, at least, mostly] before I can address the living situation.

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So, without hesitation…

For now and for always, from here in Geistopia, this is your beloved Rev…

WALT: And Walt…

DOC: Unt Doc…

JOHNNY: Aaaand Johnny…

And, those guys, saying, “stay tuned in Fellow Travelers,” and wishing you Peace, Love, Light…

WALT: ...and freakishness, baby!!

The Totems

**from Ted Andrews’ Animal Speak**

Cardinal - Renewed Vitality through Recognizing Self-Importance

They remind us that, regardless of the time of day or year, we always have the opportunity to renew our own vitality and recognize our own life roles. Whistles are often reminders to listen closely - to pay attention to what is blowing on the winds. Reflects that we should be listening to the inner voice (the feminine) more closely for our own health and well-being. Almost always reflects a need to assert the feminine aspects of creativity and intuition more strongly. Can reflect a need to b more careful about your diet, that what you are eating may be injurious to yourself and affecting your overall vitality. Reflects the rhythm of 12 that is going to become more predominant within your own life. Reflects lessons associated with responsibility and the recognition of the task at hand. May reflect past-life connections with the church, or even a reviving of more traditional religious beliefs, regardless of denomination. Remind us to add color to our lives, and remember that everything is of importance.

Deer – Gentleness and Innocence – Gentle Luring to New Adventures

They have been able to adapt to every sort of habitat. Buddha is often pictured with a deer. Antlers are symbols of antennae, connections to higher forms of attunement. Look for new perceptions and degrees of perceptions to expand for as much as the next five years. Can indicate that there will be opportunities to stimulate gentle new growth increasingly over the next few years. Leads us back to the primal wisdom. A deer’s senses are very acute. Find increasing ability to detect subtle movements and appearances. Begin to hear what may not be said directly. Time to be gentle with yourself and others. A new innocence and freshness is about to be awakened or born. There is going to be a gentle, enticing lure of new adventures. Are you trying to force things? Are others? Are you being too critical and uncaring of yourself? An opportunity to express gentle love that will open new doors to adventure for you.

Holly - (Encyclopedia of Magickal Herbs)

Protection, anti-lightning, luck, dream magick

39 –

Number 39 is a message regarding your Divine life purpose and soul mission. You are being fully supported by your angels and the ascended masters as you pursue your spiritual interests and career choices. (sacredscribesangelnumbers.blogspot.com)

39 is a creative number with an inclination towards helping humankind. 39 is optimistic, tolerant, and caring. It supports the creative expression of the talents inherent in others. (affinitynumerology.com)

Owl - The Mystery of Magic, Omens, Silent Wisdom, and Vision in the Night

Symbol of the feminine and the night. Ties to fertility and seduction. Bird of magic and darkness, of prophecy and wisdom. Symbolically associated with clairvoyance, astral projection and magic, both black and white. Hints of the light of the sun, alive in the dark of night. Meditation on this alone will reveal much about the magic of Owl within your life. Will be able to see and hear what others are trying to hide. What is not being said. See what is hidden or in the shadows. Detect and pinpoint the subtleties. Unique ability to see into the darkness of others’ souls. And life. Their medicine can extract secrets. If your neck is stiff and inflexible, you are hindering your perceptions to a great degree. Often reflects that you were born very perceptive - with a vision of others that you may or may not have recognized or acknowledged. Unique ability for seeing into the eyes and souls of others. Keep silent and go about your business. Eliminate those aspects that are up beneficial and unhealthy.

Lion - Assertation of the Feminine and the Power of the Female Sun

Fixed element of Sulphur. Parents are patient and affectionate. Will find those same qualities within. Expect lessons dealing with community and groups to surface. Examine your own role within groups. Do you need to do more than you are? Do you need to be more protective Do you need to cooperate more? Avoids confrontations. Leave the scene of danger if possible. Be stealthy for the greatest success. There will be opportunity to awaken to a new sun. Trust your feminine energies - creativity, intuition, and imagination. Don’t be afraid to roar if you feel threatened or intruded upon.

Heron - The Call of The Quest and Travels to Legendary Places.

Reflects a stimulation of the childhood thrill and belief in legendary places. [The story(s) we most loved in childhood often reflect the life quest we have come to take upon us in this lifetime.] Can also aid in communication especially through the use of stories. Individuals wishing to write can facilitate the process by working with a goose totem. It will stimulate the creative process and help to move through creative blocks. Also a symbol of fertility and marital fidelity. May reflect a need for more vegetables in the diet. An ability to move forward or backward. Reflects movement. A call to the spiritual quest. It reminds us that as any one individual makes his or her quest, it becomes easier for others to do so as well. We should not undertake any quest in life without having a full view of what it entails. Opening to new possibilities. Affix ourselves to a new path. Great fertility that should be acted upon if growth is desired. Greater vision, physical and spiritual, will occur. Can reflect that you are about to break free from old childhood restraints and begin to come into your own. You can expect to have the imagination stirred toward new travels and distant places - whether in the body or in the mind.

Eagle - Illumination of Spirit, Healing, and Creation.

Balance of being of the Earth, but not in it. The soul, the spirit, and warmth of life. The resurrection. Punishment and reward. Greater sight and perception. Reflects an awakening ability or the need to learn to walk between worlds. Heroic nobility and divine spirit. The rediscovery of the inner child. Alchemy. Involvement with creativity. A willingness to experience extremes in a controlled condition. A willingness to use your passions to purify and to use your abilities, even if you get scorched a little in the process. The need to stay connected to and use things of the Earth. Important to know when to speak, how much, how strongly. New vision will open. The ability to hear - spiritually and physically - may also increase. Cooperative responsibility. A healing role. Opportunities (even those thought long lost) will arise - learn to see and snatch them up. A new sense of timing and movement will begin to develop Primal force inherent and easily awakened. Take on the responsibility and the power of becoming so much more than you now appear to be. Events will now fly faster, repercussions for everything you think, do and say (or fail to) - positive and negative - will be both stronger and quicker. A powerful new dimension to life and a heightened responsibility for your spiritual growth. Touch all of life with healing and become the mediator and the bearer of new creative forces within the world.

Hawk - Visionary Power and Guardianship. Messengers, protectors and visionaries. Visionary power and leading you to your life purpose. There is a message coming. What you eat, you become. Kundalini. Childhood visions are becoming empowered and fulfilled. The ability to soar and glide upon the currents. Great Heights while still keeping your feet on the ground. Attacks by people who won’t understand you - attack your ability to soar. Teaching of higher expression of psychosis and vision. Beauty and harmony in moderation. Lead you to using your creative energy in manifesting your soul purpose. Hope and new ideas. A need to be open to the new or shows ways that you may help teach others to be open to the new. Be observant. Life is sending signals. Careful in expression. Comments and actions will be strong and powerful with the ability to tear and/or kill.