Daily Post #3

Saturday, August 3, 2019; 1928

The posts aren’t really all that daily, but maybe one day I’ll get there. The idea behind the daily posts is because there is usually more going on than what I can fit into FB videos. (And, maybe, it’s time to start the new YouTube.)

I’m in a strange place today. It has been a strange week after all. The beginning of the week had me off pace and moving slow because my back was so tender. By Wednesday we were under the influence of the New [Faerie] Moon. And, from there, right into Lammas on Thursday.

Then, in the middle of The Day After, I began this three day void. I’m not supposed to be attached to anything right now. That’s probably a good thing, considering today. It’s not that the day has been necessarily bad. But, it has had it’s moments.

I broke the screen on my phone today. It was my own fault. I didn’t listen.

I had the phone out of tje case to do today‘s video. It won’t fit in the new stand with the case on and I’m liking the stand. Anyway, I arrived back at the college and went to take my phone in with me. I heard The Voice, “Maybe you should put that in the case.”

I thought, “Nah. I wanna video when I get inside anyway and it‘s such a pain to get out of the case.”

Well, I made it all the way to my last step without an incident...and the , randomly, it slipped from my hand onto the cement floor. Honestly, all I did was laugh. That was my reaction to it.

I thought, first, how I didn’t listen [and, listening has been a Theme lately. I had a demonstration of it on Thursday while shopping.]

My second thought was that I was thinking about a new phone anyway. I mean, not that I can afford one at the moment, but I had the notion. Maybe this makes it a focus instead of a thought.

Finally, I thought about how it may be an indication that things are about to change for the better.

This is kind of how I am moving through everything at the moment. Things that go wrong don’t upset me much and the the things that go right do not overly excite me.

For instance, I no longer seem to be upset by my living circumstances. They’re not fun, and far from ideal, but they are what they are and one way or another they are temporary. (Everything Happens for a Reason; All Things Perfectly Placed.)

I have this overwhelming sense of peace lately. I don’t know what it is. You would think that I would be stressing. After all, I have no home and, technically, I am unemployed. I have no savings and I can’t keep up with making enough money to stay right on track. Instead, I seem perfectly calm. Perhaps even a little calmer each day.

There is always so so much to write about. So many moments along the way. For instance, the Hawk who made her presence known twice yesterday - both times from the ground. Or, the random ways in which things fall into place and come together.

The problem seems to be no dedicated time to write. This is something I will have to work on. I’m out of time even now for I must head off to try and see some fireworks.