Mania - Week 2

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It is…Sunday, March 29, 2020. Time...Behind.

Today is Day 13 of The Lockdown in The Commonwealth. I think it is still a learning situation for so many of us. I am torn on the whole thing myself. It seems like it is all just getting started, and there are projections that say this could all stretch through the summer. However, I feel like it is already over. I know it’s not, but I see it over. I just don’t know when I am seeing.

On one level I chuckle to myself daily.

I have said for so long that there was a very distinct pattern in my life. It is all part of The Cycle  - and sometimes it is choices that I make, but many times it is just the way life happens.

Here I am, finally putting some semblance of a life back together. I have The Job and a steady income, something everyone has said I needed. I’ve been getting myself balanced after a year of complete chaos. Then…

The World shuts down.

Once again, I get a groove and a pattern going and then it gets all shook up. It isn’t hitting me so much financially. My hours are changing. I lost a few days along the way but that is bouncing back. I will have to balance things and it could be tight. But, financially speaking, I am no worse off, I suppose.

However, it is hitting me spiritually. I have been on the fritz for weeks. I can’t seem to get grounded. The Job helps with this a little bit, but at the same time it puts a drain on me. This might not be so bad, except I don’t really have the chance to shake it off properly when I get home. The Dormitory just does not allow for that kind of solitude, especially since Hoagie is home all the time now.

It is what it is.

All I can do is take everything Day by Day.

That’s really all any of us can do right now.

I think maybe the blanket of uncertainty is making it hard for me to write. For as connected to everything as I have been feeling very disconnected and solitary.

Words are failing me and it is frustrating.

I don’t really know what I am feeling.

Where I am at right nw is so very different than where I was just a few weeks ago. I was feeling very charged and in tune. My daily practices were going well and getting stronger. I was making progress and improvements little by little each week.

Now, I am feeling connected but not in the same way. Perhaps I have just leveled out for a bit. Resting before the next push forward. I mean, really, it all makes sense. Especially if I am going to go by The Numbers. A new cycle has begun, between 11 & 22.

I am just trying to stay focused and disciplined.

Day 8

Tuesday, March 24, 2020; 2039

What a day this was.

The World is still in chaos, under the shadow of The Virus. Countries have locked down and here in the states, whole states have locked down. Here in The Commonwealth alone, 5 counties have mandatory stay-at-home orders from the governor.

Tensions are mounting a bit as people continue to isolate themselves. We are reaching a point when we are starting to blame and accuse. We are delving into politics. We are frustrated as some of us force ourselves to stay home and others go out unnecessarily.

Admittedly, I am one of the asshats going out unnecessarily...kind of.

I went this morning and did my laundry. While it washed, I popped into the Dollar Store. From there I went and picked up The Princesses. The plan was to The Grove for a little picnic lunch and some time together. I figure things are about to get worse for a little while and I wanted to have some time with them before I couldn’t. Again for some time. I had chosen The Grove because it is fairly isolated. I have spent hours there already and not seen another person. It also has quite a bit of spiritual/fairy energy about it.

WALT: Wouldn’t that makin it..Fairy Isolated?

God, even in journaling I can’t get rid of these guys.

WALT: Nope. You can hide, but you can’t run.

Wait. Shouldn’t it…

WALT: Trust me. It’s right.

Anyway...The Grove was closed. I have never seen that gate closed and locked. I spent a night in The Grove last summer. Today, i was closed. This left us at a bit of a loss. We had brought stuff to make sandwiches and suddenly had no place to eat them.  We decided to head to Lockridge Park - a old iron furnace turned museum/park.

This turned out to be a good, and fun, decision. We made our sandwiches and ate them in the car. Then we just strolled the park. I was able to take them through some childhood/life moments I had at the park. I showed them where I thought the wedding I am to officiate in April will be held. Then we just explored.

Cuddlebug found a path along the water and we followed it. For me, this was a fun moment. We followed the path to the end where it came to a little circle with a small tree growing in the middle. My eyes lit up as did my Spirit. I told the girls that this was exactly where we wanted to be. I reached into my pocket and pulled three dimes - one for each of us. I had grabbed them this morning to make an offering at The Grove. This was the place to make it. This was a fairy circle. So, each of us left a dime.

The rest of the time at the park was spent just walking and joking and taking lots of pictures. We left there and headed to The Dormitory. We were just looking for ways to spend time and this seemed like a good one. I’ve wanted to bring them in to this part of my life for some time now - just so they have an idea of what my life is - and this allowed me to do so. We only hung out for a little bit, as Hoagie was sleeping, then we headed to the next park.

This was The Beach. This is where Cuddlebug had wanted to go in the first place. There were people there, walking about. Unfortunately, the playground was taped off. I understand the importance and necessity of this, but that was what she wanted to do there. However, we chuckled as we commented that it was taped off for safety, but across the road from the playground there was a group of teens playing basketball. Anyways now we were at a loss. We still had time to kill and we’d running out of things to do.

Off to the store. I figured I needed to pick a few things up and it would give us a little more time together. By the time we were finished with that, Cuddlebug was feeling a little hungry again so we ran through a drive thru and grabbed dinner. From there we headed to one more park.

This is the soccer park up the street from Old Geistopia. The girls both said they have been wanting to check it out. This time, I stayed in the car and let them have the time to themselves.

Finally we headed back to meet Baby-Mama Rabbit.

Throughout the day together I kept stressing to the girls how important it is to focus on positive and to be open to spiritual energies. They have always been a little in tune, each of them. So, I think this should be easy. I also gave them each a journal for keeping track of their experiences through this.

At last, I headed back to The Dormitory and put life back in order - groceries and laundry away, settling back in. We have one big piece of chicken breast that ‘Jim’ gave us the other night. I put it in some BBQ sauce to marinate. I washed dishes and I eventually decided to go to The Red Box and get some movies for the night.

Overall, I don’t know how I am feeling. My body has been feeling weird and going through all kinds of things. I do not believe I have he Virus, but I do think I may be processing it on some level. I’ve gone through this many times before and there wasn’t a virus on the loose any of those times. It is just my physical body clearing and adjusting for a different vibration.

On a deeper level I feel at peace, a calmness. It’s weird at a time like this to feel that way. It almost makes me feel like Nero, dancing and laughing as the The World burns around me. I feel like I have been anticipating this time for a while now. I am more convinced than ever that my anxiousness several weeks ago was all about The Virus and what it would bring us.

Over the past week I have had many spiritual moments - times when I would have to lay down and meditate. I don’t get the sensation in my Third Eye. Instead, I get it at the bridge of my nose. There is a Chakra Center on either side of the bridge. They relate to Wisdom. This is where I get the vibe. It throbs and pulses. The visions come quickly.

I had quite a couple of these moments yesterday. The vision that accompanied the second one of them was very intense. I saw The World. From it came steams of blue light. Individual strands coming from all over the globe. Above it they forms into something. Initially, I thought it to be a being - like an angel. But, afterwards, as I thought on it [and thinking can be a mistake] I wondered if perhaps it didn’t form the Tree of Life. In either case, I feel the message is clear. We can come through this and we can do it with strength and healing. We can set The World on the right course.

But...it is going to take a mass consciousness to accomplish this.

Day 9

Wednesday, March 25, 2020; 0914

It’s weird to have written last night and be at it again this morning. .I’ve actually been wanting to get to it for a couple hours now but I have been stalling. I don’t know why I am stalling.

I am having the strangest of days.

This whole thing has been difficult for me. I am just overwhelmed by waves of energy more and more every day. I feel like, no matter what I am doing, I am in a constant state of meditation.

For the most part, I feel good and upbeat and positive. Of course, for me, this journey is just beginning. UP until this morning my life has been functioning normally, and it will continue to do so for now. In some ways anyway.

I work in a restaurant so, for now, we are still open for business. I will have work the next 4 days. I will come and go for that and I will do my job. Outside of there though, life is coming to a halt. Yesterday was the last I will see The Princesses until this all blows over. Part of me feels bad for taking them out at a time like this. Physically speaking it could have been dangerous and I really don’t know what I would do if something happened to one of them. Yet, spiritually, it was necessary for all three of us. We are about to enter a dark time. [G-d, it could be so much darker. So, I am grateful it is not.]

The World will continue to shut down for the next week or two. More and more, little by little. It will begin to seem as though it will never end. Tensions will mount. People will become restless. We will struggle with the darkness.

But, if we can continue to find the light within, we will prevail and move through this. The next week and a half should seem the hardest. Maybe two and a half weeks. But after that we will slowly start to put the pieces back together. I fear there will be many more deaths. The World will not be left without scars and voids.

But, we will prevail. This I know.

I believe we will see a whole new world begin to form. Not the Orwellian nightmare that we fear, but something more harmonious. In fact, Harmony has been a Theme the past couple of days. Yesterday, in particular.

We must come together not as races or countries or religions, but as a Global Family. I believe we can do it, but only time will tell.

I become torn.

In my heart and soul I can feel a brighter future, looking behind these shadows. But, in my mind’s eye, I cannot see beyond today. I suppose that is not a bad thing. It really is the point to Be-ing. Life is to be lived in The Now. This is really the kind of thing we are all experiencing, or learning to experience. As a global community we are being left with nothing but The Now - what is right before us. Everyday things change and we never really know what we will wake up to in the morning.

This is why we needed yesterday. They will be trapped at their mother’s with very little privacy and space to be. I will be trapped at The Dormitory under similar conditions. We needed the boost and the positivity to carry us through for the next few weeks. I don’t like thinking about it being that long until I can spend time with them again, but I know it has come to that.

I struggle.

I cannot rationalize a thought at the moment. My finances are tight, because I have missed some work over the past week. I lost almost $100 in this last pay and I am going to lose [at least] almost $200 in the next. There is not much I can do about it except take it day by day and deal with it. Of course, there is the possibility that I will find myself out of work for some time before this is all over. If that happens I do not know what I am going to do.

Still, the government is working on some financial relief for folks, so that will help.

But as I resolve my feelings of my current finances, I begin to look towards and stress about future ones. I am still set on taking the girls away for a weekend. The plan was to do it the first weekend in May. I am not certain how feasible that is at the moment - not only financially, but with the state of affairs in The World. So, we agreed we can put it off but that we will do it when we can. [Of course, I won’t put it off if I don’t have to.]

I do believe we make that journey. I do believe that good things will come of it. It had been a Theme one day last week. Twinge I found myself facing the back end of a pickup truck that read ‘Canyon’ on the back. I realize it was the model of the vehicle itself, but both times it popped out at me. Once I was sitting at a traffic light. The second time was a couple of hours later at a gas station.

Day 10

Thursday, March 26, 2020; 1815

Interesting. I just looked at the Numbers of this process. I think it is an intriguing day to be Day 10. It is the first day of the next step in this fight against The Virus. [I know. That should be as 11 Day, right? Except, today we were all still trying to figure out how this works.

What has happened is that The Governor has put a Stay-at-Home order in place for two more counties. The two that I spend most of my time in at the moment. I live and work right on the line between them. This is to be in effect until April 6. Let us see how things progress from here.

[Incidentally, The Number for the day itself is 6. Darn that 6!!]

While we are on numbers I want to take a moment and look at where we are on our other timelines.

Today I began Week 8 of The Job. 8 is so many things. So, so many things. It is abundance and flow and Divinity. It seems to be all-encompassing. So, I just came out of Week 7. Where do I find myself at the end of Healing and Balance.

I’d have to say that that is precisely where I am at. I am feeling balanced today. Certainly more balanced than I have since The Full Moon. But, also, last week was a big week for healing. I went through so many processes last week that my head is still kind of spinning. Last week was all about Healing for me. It was a very difficult week for me to get through. As strange as The World is right now, and despite the impact it has been having on areas of my life, I feel as though things are kind of under control for me.

I currently have the bulk of my life at my fingertips. This is the first time in over a year that I can say that. Also, things are sorted and organized and tweaked so everything is also very workable. I still live a little tight financially, but even that is Eyer than it had been previously. I am not going without. I am enjoying myself and seeing my daughters. But, I still live tight and I am still very far from the Goal of having a place.

Side note [while I’m thinking of it]: the other day - don’t ask me which, they are all blurred together - I had a dream or a vision or something of the sort. I was in an old home. Like a deal pirated, run down house. I can’t say exactly what shape it was in for I only saw a small piece of it. I was walking up a set of stairs. They ran up the side to a landing. The landing turned and the stairs continued up, running parallel to the first set. I could tell by the railing that it was a much older home - well crafted in it’s day. As I reached the landing there was a huge window where I turned to go up. This is all I saw of anything...but, the indication was that this would one day be mine.

Ok. So I would say in regards to The Job, the numbers are still lining up. But, what about The Experiment?

I just finished Week 11. This does not surprise me at all and it makes everything that happened to, and around, me last week make even more sense. Another factor in all of that was The Equinox - which actually fell o Thursday, but the energies always seem to dominate me between the 20-22.

In other timeframes…

So, my last message was to get through 3 more weeks to Week 9 at The Job. It’s been a constant and repeated message of, “See where things are then.” First it was 3 weeks. Then it was 6. Now, we are at 9. This is Week 8, and all I can say is...I don’t know.

I haven’t received any other messages, so that means the next marker in time is May 1st...or May in general. Of course, May 1st is Beltane. That would be my next marker personally anyway. There is Easter, but now that Ostara has come and gone I am kind of over those energies. Easter might make a good re-visit. We’ll see. Nonetheless, Beltane should bring interesting energies this year. I just don’t know what, nor why.

May 1st is also when I was planning on taking The Princesses away on our adventure. With things in their current state around The World, I am not sure that is going to happen. Not that weekend anyway. It may have to be pushed back due to The Virus precautions. Only time will tell.

The adventure could also be challenging financially. I lost work over the last week. Hours are being cut back ever so slightly. The savings I was just beginning to build up I am tapping into little by little.

However, The Government is passing a stimulus package for The Country. For me, this would make The Virus almost a blessing in disguise. I hate to phrase it that way, but it’s true. As long as I keep working through this whole thing, as long as I can keep up with my bills and my needs, that money would be extra for me. It is a decent enough of an amount to matter - to me anyway.

I have plans for that money. The first thing I see is getting my gas tank replaced. [I did ask...and it seems I am receiving.] As long as it is in the shop, I need to get my inspection done. If I am lucky it won’t need much work, if any. [Fingers crossed.] I figure this could take half of the stimulus, more if it takes any amount of real work for inspection. But, whatever is left over I am putting towards The Adventure. It is important that we go. [Again, I asked, and it seems I am receiving.] Current circumstances aren’t the sort I like to feel blessed under, but I do feel kind of blessed.

So, as The Virus continues, this corner of The World is slowly coming to a halt. Bit by bit and piece by piece. Some people are having problems with this. Some are resisting it altogether. Unfortunately, a shut down is what we need.

Again, this is not just for physical reasons. This is an important move Spiritually as well. The more I look at it, the more I see it. Everything that has been happening Astrologically the past few months hints at it. According to all sorts of writings and this calendar, or that, the message seems clear. All indications are that we, as a planet and a species, are at a time of change. That change brings choice. We must choose better - for ourselves as individuals, for our families, our communities, our planet.

We must choose to reconnect - to ourselves, our families, our community, our planet...The Universe.

On The Virus itself - numbers are increasing daily, at least here in The Commonwealth, and The Valley itself. They are projecting that it will not actually peak until the end of April. We shall see. I’ve got Mid-April. I’d like to think that things are returning to normal by Easter itself, but I think it will be about a week after that.

As I said before, stay-at-home orders are being put into place all around. This is how every country, every community, has had to deal with The Virus. This is having an impact on many things. Again, only time will tell just how low we will go before we start to climb back up.

As for me, I am trying to just keep positive. My off hours are spent channeling energies and projecting light. My Dreamtime and Meditations intensify almost daily. I think we have a few more weeks of the madness. Then, I think it starts to improve. I believe we will have a decent enough summer. The truth is, I think one day The Virus will just seem to disappear. But, I also think we will see it’s return by the end of the year.

Day 12

Saturday, March 28, 2020; 2006

*sigh*

Writing has been difficult.

Everything has been difficult.

Wisconsin asked me tonight, having spoken for the first time in several days, where my head is at lately. I legit did not have an answer for her. Sitting here now, I feel as though I hhave been jumping portals for quite some time now. On some level or another, I am constantly processing something - energies at work, plus working, plus learning The Job over again; energies at The Dormitory with HOagie and ‘Jim’ and oft times Spike; the energies of the pandemic as well as whatever spiritual jumbo-jumbo The Universe is going through right now. I feel like, even in Dreamtime, I am never truly at rest.

Not to mention, I have been trying to deal with myself.

I am far from healed and I know this. I’ve been saying since The Virus began that it would herald a time of introspection and connection with the self...but it is intended to then usher us into being connected with All.

I have things I want to work on and change. I do not how all of it relates to my healing but I know that the drive, The Calling, is there. One of the biggest things I need to wrestle with is finally quitting smoking. One of these days I need to make some sort of a real effort to be done. I know it will help me financially and physically and even spiritually. Ultimately, I know it will even help me mentally [because it will be one less thing with which my mind wrestles.] I know that I can do it if I only make the choice.

What I don’t know is why I won’t make that choice. [In fact, I just went and had one.]

This lends itself to something bigger, deeper. Wisconsin also told me today that she received a message that I need to work on my Root Chakra. This is interesting, first, because I was just thinking about that some time recently, and second, because The Root Chakra can associate with addiction. [As well as so many of my other issues, such as my very real low self-esteem.]

I’m going to need to look into that.

As for the rest of The World, it gets stranger and stranger to me each day. Everywhere you go there are people wearing masks and gloves. Of course, you’re not really supposed to go anywhere. Still, I must go to work. And, to get gas. Or, groceries. Today I had to do them all.

Some people are panicking. Some are looking to all sorts of conspiracy theories such as bio-weapons and The New World Order. Some are claiming Revelations. [That last one I can understand and wouldn’t dispute.]

Many people are holed up in their own homes - unable, or unwilling, to go to work or school or visit friends. There are no shows or movies or concerts or activities. There is such a stillness in the air, even through all of the activity that remains. That being said, it should be obvious that some people are not confining themselves. Some people are going about their lives.

Sometimes we have to.

It is such a very delicate time. Isolation and confinement is the absolute best thing for us at the moment. But, that is a difficult thing to do. Even if all businesses shut down and everyone stays home, there are still necessities and essentials. There is still a need to travel out - groceries, medicines, even those who must still go to work like emergency and medical personnel. It is a catch-22.

I wish I could feel one way or another about the whole situation, but I don’t seem to feel much at all. It is what it is. I know we will come through it. I believe that.

I also wish that everyone could hear the message. It has been so loud and clear. It has been abundant in so many ways since this began.

We will get through this.

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